Wednesday, October 07, 2009

The Window Slightly Ajar...

Dearest,

All this while, we have been estranged, there have been oceans of thoughts i have wanted to share with you. Things I would not normally share with anyone but would feel completely natural to let you know exactly what I am thinking at that precise moment.

Primarily amongst these, is the realization that my past associations, including the one with you, have been so strong that they in some way colour my present and will colour my future relationships as well. In this process of moving ahead, wherein I needed to shut shop entirely, there has remained a window that is ever so slightly ajar. This window in me which remains ajar is enmeshed in a time warp of such intensity that it insists on never letting me be whole again.

Now, emotional ambiguity prevails predominantly! In every action, reaction, relation, elation; there is a void....a vacuum that can't be filled...not even by your presence. I need someone capable enough to withstand the time warp to shut that last window, that's ever so slightly ajar.....Therein lies my salvation...

Yours....

12 comments:

akanksha said...

Time is the best healer, my dear.
I am sure, u'll be complete once again and that window would close on its own, and u won't even realise that it was left open, some time back

Hugs!

Eximius said...
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vitruvian said...

@akanksha: :)
Just wrote this post randomly..am not really sad or in a bad place currently..
thanks anyway..its really sweet of u

Karthikk said...

great piece of writing... so true... you dont need to be sad or anything to feel this way... it just just happens...

vitruvian said...

@Karthikk: Thanks :)

Shawn said...

she's back
she's back
she's back

yay
yay
yay

vitruvian said...

@Shawnie boy:

Thats a cool welcome.... :D

Hanging Soul said...

hi...I come back and read your work often...maybe not often enough...but I try....

I loved this piece, it's sort of similar but more positive than one of my poems "An Empty Space"

I think your style of writing has really developed a lot in the past 2-3 years that have been displayed in your work here.

I wish I had the inspiration to write more

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